Squeeze into that Perfect Shell
2021- Installation
A
customer gazing into the seductive figure of a mannequin are unconciously transforming
themself into the shape of that desired ideal, to become the stunning figure in
the showcase under the gaze of many.
According to Lacan’s Mirror Stage, the strive of "self-becoming" starts from early age when we are trying to
separate ourselves from the world around us by identifying with our body- the
alien shell which at the age allows identity to develop. And as a fundamental
strive we goes into life to keep finding things that will "make us who we
are".
Modern
consumerism seems to provide endless identities-to-become,
portraying transformations with the price of commodities. Yet it never
fulfills, the inevitable disappointment with what we are and what we were
promised to be always awaits. The perfect body of mannequins are always
turning ever more perfect, yet the insatiable consumer is left with
more void in this barren chase for ideal, craving for new and better version of
selves to fulfill it.
Squeezing into that Perfect Shell......
The psychological “transformation” is reenacted in the process of making.
I “flayed” myself and laminated the skin inside the shell of a mannequin. Comparing
to how an ideal is easily and cleanly built whithin the mind, The tedious
materializing gradually assumed a
brutle nature.